on the bright side...

my bright spot for the day: having health problems has allowed me to form relationships with those I love that not everyone has the chance to experience. my mom does everything for me. she wants so badly to help me out. my sweet husband is so caring and does so much for me. he cooks amazing food, cleans the house, and takes care of me. Although feeling like crap 24/7 can take a serious toll on those around me, it makes me realize how much they do for me and how much they love me to stick around through these rough times. my parents help me out to get the medical help i need because it can be so expensive. I don't know what i would do without them. i wish i could find a way to repay them or do something for them that would let them know how grateful i was for them but nothing ever seems good enough. If i could, i would buy Cisco everything he could ever dream of like a Mac Book Pro, a motorcycle, nice soccer stuff, and anything else his heart desired to show him how grateful i am for what he does. He is the best because he makes me laugh every single day. i could not get through the rough times without him. i needed to find a happy thought today because i went to the doctor because me headaches are getting so much worse and he happily told me, "i don't think there is a doctor in the world who will be able to find the cause of your headaches or a cure for them." haha why thank you doctor. you just made me feel so much better. glad i have amazing people around me to make up for the stupid things people say to me.